The man who makes no mistakes does not usually make anything.
- Bishop W. C. Magee

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My ex has left town.

Maybe I should have dealt with my ex better. Then maybe she wouldn't be leaving town.

I love the edges of moments in life. Just before and just after a moment. They are special moments.

I don't understand a lot of things in life. But as long as I am happy, I don't think I need to.

I lose the plot when I lose to my brother in Pro Evolution Soccer. It really spoils my day when I lose. 'Why do I keep on playing it?' you ask. Cause it also has the ability to make my day - its a gamble that I have to take.

People say I'm a brilliant man. An exciting and innovative man. Actually, just one guy. His name is Lesion. He lives in my head.

Love is heavy. When I was much younger, 'I love you' was the word I use to say to my mom when I wanted to make her happy. But now love carries so much more than just happiness. Not too long ago I was a different person, and I wasn't ready to love, or give love, because I was already in love - with my own life, my own happiness. I believe you can't truly love someone until you are willing to give all of your love.

Somewhere, someone is in a situation I have been in before - and I wish I could reach out to them. I may not be able to be The Catcher in the Rye and stop them from falling, but I do hope that there is someone to pick them up when everything goes pear shaped.

Forever was the world we said after 'friends' to mates in high school. So much for forever hey.

I never want to be a cynic I hope to always have a 'young' and 'child-like' impression of the world and what it has to offer. However, after some time of self retrospection, and after doing this questionnaire I realise that it is too late for me. (Thanks a lot Jess)

I think the current U.S. President... I don't hate George W. Bush. I don't love him either. I nothing him.

When I wake up in the morning I pause for a moment to think about what I have to do, then I weigh it against sleep. But when I do sleep in the guilt of sleeping in catches up on me and I awake in a cold sweat, annoyed at myself for wasting time.

My past was, and is something I repress. I push it way down and lock it up, and hope that when the day the lock breaks and it all comes bursting out I am... wait, that day has come and gone already... damn it... I still treat my past the same, I push it way down and lock it up. I should really deal with it - maybe talk to someone about it... naahh... some poor person's just going to have to deal with my psychological problems in the future... *cough* nik *cough*

I get annoyed when nothing happens. Every second you spend, is a second of your life ticking away. Right now, you are dying, second by second... what are you going to do?

Parties are for people who have realised that they are dying, second by second, and need to cut loose and boogie!

My dog is a pet my sister got after breaking up with her first boyfriend. His name is Pascal. I really don't know anything else.

My cat is somewhere in Sao Palo. He is fighting in the revolution for freedom. His name is Lesion and he lives in my head. Good little Lesion.

Kisses are the best when... yeah I think Jess is right, kisses are best when in love. It's special.

Tomorrow I might have to remove this post, or at least change some of my answers on this. It's a little silly.

I really want to fight the man who created the male g banger.

I have low tolerance for people who... ooohhh... nice try. This one was a trap. I dislike people who bitch or try to belittle others. Nice try though.

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*Please don't take this too seriously. I didn't. I half did.

Keep away from people who try to belittle your ambitions. Small people always do that, but the really great ones make you feel that you, too, can become great.
- Mark Twain

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I have just come back from camp and everything is the way I left it: from the all the clothes I didn't bring but left on the floor of my room as I was frantically packing my bags early in the wee hours of the morning, to the tooth brush, tooth paste, face wash and soap I was 'supposed to' bring to camp. Nothing has really changed... but now its different, I feel different.

Things that use to matter to me don't, and now I feel like I am free from the shackles of worldly possessions and trends. Guilt and shame no longer have a hold over me. I have been forgiven by the grace and mercy of my Lord and Saviour, my Glorious Friend. And now I rejoice.

Nothing has changed in my life, but everything is different now.

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Out of the blue one day, when nik and myself were hanging out at our favorite music shop we so happen to decide it was absolutely necessary for us to have seasons 1, 2 and 3 of Scrubs on DVD. Actually, in truth, it was I who thought it essential and soon after, with a little convincing from yours truly, nik felt the same which led to the inevitable purchase of it... by her... which was pretty devious on my behalf, because initially she wanted to buy the House DVD box set. Funny how things work out sometimes. I think I'm going to be in trouble when she reads this. Sorry babe!

But back to Scrubs...

I, unfortunately, have to be the first to admit that it was a little bit of an impulse buy, because after we purchased it, it pretty much just sat in nik's room. What it was doing there, no one knows... but its said that late at night each of the three box sets come out, one by one and creep out of her room, down the creaky wooden stair case, through the dining area and pop into the DVD player. No one watches it, they just play from start to end. No one knows why...

So, it just sat there, and we were beginning to really regret the purchase. nik and myself never really have time sit down and watch any TV series or movies, so thinking that we had time to watch three seasons of Scrubs started to seem a little crazy. However... the day after we got back from camp, we just wanted to do poo all (get it). So we chucked it on and was totally AWESOME! So Awesome in fact, now I am questioning if I choose the right profession to be in!

Every time I really get into a series, I, and please don't tell anyone, I go a little crazy and pretend I am the main character and start slotting friends into other roles in the show. Like, I am J.D. and nik is Elliot, J.D.'s love interest, and so now, in my head, I have to try and woo her. I am also looking for someone to play Turk, The Janitor, Dr. Kelso and Dr. Cox and Carla - so sign up guys!. Isn't it fun! Life just doesn't get better than this.

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Easter Camp 06.

Act as if what you do makes a difference. It does.
- William James
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Treat people as if they were what they ought to be, and you help them become what they are capable of becoming
- Johann Wolfgang Von Goethe

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Fin. Or so we thought...

We wrapped it up, gave it to the TNT man and sent it on its way to South Korea on Friday 5.00 pm and wiped our hands clean of it; we even drank a few extra beers in celebration of our hard work... but it would have been naive to think that the work was going to end there... So since then we've had cook it, cut it, measure it, bag it, sell it... no, wait thats not what we did, that's what Kanye did... So we've had to add stuff, change stuff and move stuff since then and we've even had to create more artwork for this job - and I'm sure there will be more. But I guess the most important thing of all is: Yes, my name is going to be in it hooray

So I guess you could say the moral of the story is; as long as you get national wide recognition, it's never too much work.

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